Ok, let's try this again...

So I realize I am not the blogger I was hoping I was cut out to be. Last blog was almost 2 months ago. I am still just starting out, so give me a break!!!! Catching Up... Eliza went to her first birthday party where she was to be dropped off. I can't believe I just left my baby at some random home with some random people I barely know. They are random because I just "met" these people 2 months ago while dropping Eliza off at school. Apparently preschool is not for learning, but for seeing how many invitations you can receive to little kids birthday parties. I am going to go broke, not from preschool tuition, but for buying birthday gifts for kids I don't even know! Anyways, I am going off course...as I pulled away from the house it hit me...I am losing a little piece of my baby girl, she is growing up and doesn't need me by her side. I feel like I need her by my side and I am 31 years old. I didn't get to watch her pin the nose on the clown for the first time or play musical chairs for the first time or decline a piece of birthday cake because it was chocolate (really? who doesn't like chocolate??) I could feel my heart get heavy. My little baby is growing way to fast. How does that happen? Suck it up, Becky! Chris was at home, probably watching a baseball game and didn't think twice about it. I picked up Eliza after 2 hours and she looked older. Impossible? Nope. I just want to roll her up in a ball and keep her little forever!!! And Max is going to be 3 in June. He is saying words I didn't know he knew! He is such a little lover, gives kisses all the time, he makes my heart melt. I am lucky to be the mother to these two amazing children. Parenting is the most difficult job in the world, but I love every minute of it. P.S. I have been busy working on my baby t-shirts that I have been wanted to do for years not. I will put up a preview soon so you can all see what I have been working on!! Enjoy your weekend!!